As many already know, I served 20 years in the US military, with an additional 4 years at the Air Force Academy and 1 more year at the USAFA Prep School. I grew up in a small town in New York where there were mostly only white people like myself and a very few foreign exchange students and as I remember, only one black girl who I did not know. I really never thought much about racism because I really didn’t have any negative attitudes about people from other ethnicities. In fact, my best friends in high school and college were foreign exchange students from Central or South America and my first exposure to black / African Americans was in college, where I had mostly very positive experiences. Racism just wasn’t a “thing” for me and it was not until after I retired from the military that I really began (slowly) learning about the extreme and ugly reality of anti-black racism in my country. That is what we need to talk about today and I can guarantee that if you are anything like me, there are a few things you must now address head on, even if you also thought you didn’t have a racist attitude.

We Need To Get Very Real Here

For I know their works and their thoughts: it shall come, that I will gather all nations and tongues; and they shall come, and see my glory.

Isaiah 66:18 (KJV)

In 2019, I had the only post-military “job” that God would allow me to have – an Uber driver. That was quite a change from my former life as an Air Force intelligence officer where I was well paid, worked with a ton of technology, very well acquainted with complex military operations, not to mention being in a leadership position (to a degree) over hundreds of people. Uber did not exactly improve my financial situation but it did give me what I knew I needed – exposure to many different kinds of people who lived outside of a highly regimented and strict military environment. That was a pretty big eye opener for me in lots of ways, not the least of which was effectively being a very low paid “taxi driver” for about 2,000 people, half of which were of black ethnicity.

Beyond my Uber experience, God had given me this blog writing and dream interpreting assignment. When I first began interpreting dreams through this website, the first several people who found and contacted me were from Africa. In the early stages of what I call my “supernatural awakening”, I began learning (and experiencing) how severely limited my white / European, western education and programming was. I saw how much more naturally those from African countries were in understanding and being open to the supernatural. I began to realize how much my white Caucasian way of life had very severe limitations – starting with a very big root problem (a blindness) that almost all white people have.

I began to see that just because white Caucasians like myself are generally good at business, education, government and dealing with financial matters, that does not mean we are the peak of all human existence. Our strengths are also our weaknesses and without realizing it, we do have a tendency to look down on anyone who cannot easily do what comes naturally to us. Stop and think about what I just said for a minute here. Stop and think about what goes on in your head, beneath the surface of your conscious thoughts and start paying attention to your real thoughts when you see people from other ethnicities. The more you do this, I can guarantee you are going to start finding some very evil thoughts lurking there in places that you have never fully dealt with.

If you are white like me, what is your true first reaction when you see black people. Do you see them in a positive, non-judgmental way, or do you immediately look down on them with a judgmental attitude as being a “lesser form of life”. Do you see them as a problem to society and a bunch of threatening criminals who are “taking over your neighborhood” (as my grandmother always said – yeppp, she really did say that). Or do you see them as an angry bunch of political activists who are always trying to stir something up just so they can get government money and a public platform to do corrupt things and continue to propagate a negative, angry message?

You really need to ask yourself questions like this because, until you do, you are never going to find out what is really lurking beneath the surface in your mind. And the problem with never dealing with those issues is that you will never be a person God can use to correct what is very wrong with society. As I have said about other topics, unless you have done an extreme work on yourself, you cannot be a problem solver for the world. You cannot bring a wrong mindset into a massive, deep rooted problem, and expect to truly fix it.

So if you are like me, this is the point where you are now thinking – “there’s no problem to begin with, except what ‘those people’ brought on themselves.” So now we need to look at that because, if that is what you really think about certain other ethnicities, there are a few very obvious factors that you have not addressed.

Politically Motivated & Deliberately Omitted History

“We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.”

Preamble to the Declaration of Independence

As far as it relates to my country, we need to take a BIG step back and look at our history. We have a Declaration of Independence, written in 1776 by Thomas Jefferson and Benjamin Franklin, that states “all men are created equal” and yet for the next 100 years, we legally allowed the enslavement of blacks so that we could build our country on the back of their manual labor. To put it in simple terms, we spoke out of both sides of our mouths and used a non-white (black) ethnic people specifically for financial gain. Let’s not get side tracked here but that was the clearest sign that the logo printed on American currency “In God We Trust” is a total lie. It should be replaced with “In Mammon We Trust”, since that is what this country really stands on.

Lets you think I am a “black piller” (one who holds a very negative political view), or you think I am taking up an offense from those who have made a career out of anti-white reverse racism, stop and think about the truth of what I said so far. For the record, I do not at all agree with many in the black community who have made political careers on the same exact pattern as the “Palestinian” government in the Middle East – a group of people who have taken billions of dollars, lined their pockets and fixed nothing. Many times, social / political activists make a living on continuing to propagate negativity that could have easily been fixed, except that a problem solved would end their career (go find another one…)

There’s far too much negativity and line-blurring in my country, adding now the problem of politically motivated illegal immigration which adds Hispanics and Somalians into the equation by a group of corrupt politicians who have followed the same pattern of using money to gain and maintain their “power” by buying votes.

What I’m leading up to here is not a bantering about negativity but an actual SOLUTION that has NO agendas. So, let’s get to that now (back to my story)…

How God Began Transforming Me

After this I beheld, and, lo, a great multitude, which no man could number, of all nations, and kindreds, and people, and tongues, stood before the throne, and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes, and palms in their hands;

Revelation 7:9 (KJV)

Sometime around 2018, I had a dream where I was talking with a female friend from Africa and I said something to her that she backed away from. In the dream, I did not realize that what I said was a racially motivated negative remark. What I said was not clear because the focus was on the fact I said something with a mindset of looking down on my African friend. When I woke up from the dream, it was obvious to me that I had never taken a good look at my own thought process to see that I had racism lurking beneath the surface of my conscious thoughts. Unbeknownst to me, all that time, I was in fact holding onto a subtle racist attitude that, because I was a white Caucasian with a good education and career that I was somehow “superior” to those of other ethnicities who did not have that same status.

YES, God used that dream to show me I DID somehow have a certain degree of racism, despite the fact that it was not obvious for all those years up to that point. When I woke up from that dream, I was shocked and I felt horrible, to say the least. I never wanted to look down on anyone no matter what their skin color was and I never wanted to treat anyone with such an attitude. That was not how I wanted to be and God did not choose me for my calling so I could be such a person.

Fast forwarding a bit for the sake of brevity… I really did not learn anything useful about racism, or the extent of it in my country, in any of my previous decades of churches up to 2015. To make matters worse, in one very large and popular church that I attended in New York, the white pastor once said in a very degrading manner that Martin Luther King was nothing but a flawed man like anyone else. When he said that, I was shocked and embarrassed and I heard two very nice younger black women behind me react in disbelief. It was not until 2015 that God connected me to a black preacher (David E. Taylor), who began teaching the truth about racism in America in a very unbiased manner.

Had it not been for the true Biblical teaching by Apostle Taylor, I would never have recognized the reality of racism in my country or that some of it was lurking in me. I would never have learned how to separate the offense some hold onto from slavery and segregation in my country and the requirement for white Caucasians like myself to publicly acknowledge that most of the problems with the black people in America was caused by WHITE people like myself over the last 400 years.

Did you read what I just wrote?? Have you ever actually given serious thought to what I said?? YES, it is long overdue for white people like myself to do what is taught in deliverance training – to publicly repent for what our past ancestors did and to take ACTION to make up for the evil treatment of blacks (and others). Am I trying to get on some new political activist agenda here? NO, I am not. IF you’ve been paying attention, then you know how many times the “Palestinian scenario” continues repeating itself and a movement that may have started out right, quickly becomes corrupted and then the whole thing turns into yet one more societal evil. Follow the money and you’ll find the proof of that.

I am not saying this to beat on white people. In case we all forgot, it was white people in my country who fought and killed other white people in the Civil War to end slavery. Not all white people are racist!! Not all black people are reverse racists!! Not all Hispanics are illegal immigrants!!

We need to take a very good look at what is good about ALL ethnicities that GOD created. Don’t forget that part – God created ALL ethnicities and there will be some from each of those in Heaven. If you have a problem with blacks, whites, Jews, Mexicans or whoever else here on earth, what are you going to do in Heaven?? Become a Lucifer and split God’s Kingdom again?? Newsflash: if you don’t get rid of your racism here on earth, you will never be allowed in Heaven. I have learned that racism is rooted in pride, unforgiveness and offense (3 things that will send you to Hell).

In order to fix the racism in my country (or any others), you need to first take a hard look at what is going on in your own thoughts. Once you have found out what is really lurking there and you have dealt with it, then you can see clearly to properly recognize where racism is in your country. I have learned that racism has NOT been dealt with in my country – it is still there and it is extremely ugly. White people like myself have NOT done the hard work to publicly admit what was done over the last 200 years and to take action to fix it. You must fix what is wrong with your own attitudes before you can fix what is wrong on a larger scale.

This is just barely scratching the surface on my own story of learning about racism. There is so much more that I can say here but, as with all my episodes and blogs, I can only say so much in one post. Believe me, this is a topic I will be coming back to and there is much, much more to say. Especially now that we know how much racism is in US government agencies like the FBI who have outted themselves by publicly exposing how wicked they are in how they illegally attacked a global ministry (JMMI), physically abused ministry staff and stole their money – all based on FALSE accusations made up by anti-black racists, homosexuals, pedophiles et al.

Now that the truth of racism (especially anti-black) in America has been fully exposed with this bunch of extremely wicked and corrupt people in the US government, it is only a matter of time before God deals with and brings this nation into account. In case you’re wondering what I’m talking about, go back and read all my blogs and watch my videos where I dealt with this in the last few months. Be assured, we have much more to say about this matter of racism.

To be continued…

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